Sunday, January 6, 2008

it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun, even if it's alone.

as tough as i try to be, i only have so long before i break down.
that break down happened between the hours of 3am and 6am last night
i have never been more afraid in my entire life
but i'm still moving.
even if its alone.

i don't ever remember feeling this way about anyone.

was loosing all my friends
was loosing them to drinking and to driving
was loosing all my friends, but i got them back

i am on the mend.
at least now i can say that i am trying
and i hope you will forget things i still lack.

yeah. yeah.

is it in you now,
to bear to hear the truth that you have spoken?
twisted up by knaves,
to make a trap for fools.

is it in you now,
to watch the things you gave your life to broken?
and stoop and build them up with warn out tools.

yeah. yeah.
yeah, yeah. (oh)
yeah.

nothing gets so bad,
a whisper from your father couldn't fix it.
your whisper's like a bridge, he's a river span.

take all that you have,
and turn it into something you were missing.
somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.

yeah. yeah.
yeah, yeah. (oh)
yeah.

time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
it takes a while to grow anything,
before it's coming to an end, yeah.

before your put my body in the cold ground,
take some time to warm it with your hand,
before it's coming to an end, yeah.

before it's coming to an end, yeah.
before it's coming to an end, yeah.

do you miss the blend,
colors she left in your black and white field?
do you feel condemned just by being there?

i am not your friend.
i am just a man who knows how to feel.

i am not your friend.
i'm not your lover.
i'm not your family.

yeah. yeah..
yeah, yeah. (oh.)
yeah.

time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
it takes a while to grow anything
before it's coming to an end now.



i will spend the rest of my days missing you.

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