Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Hello,

my name is Christina Marie Johnson and i just wanted to say that it feels good to be myself again.

i am finally getting feeling back. i've been damn near numb for a little over a year now.


and it FEELS good.


for those of you who have noticed a change, i'm coming back. rejoice.
for those of you who haven't... well.. then you have nothing to loose right?

right.

hello self esteem. it's nice to see you again.


it's time for things to change around here.


and when i say i am coming back
i mean i am coming B-A-C-K

in every sense of the word.


think about it


get on board or get out of my way.
treat me with respect and love or don't treat me at all.

game on.

- c




Monday, September 8, 2008

NOTE TO SELF

someone always has it worse than you
people are always going to come after you in one way or another. they only have power over you if you give it to them
the innocence of youth isn't too far away.
happiness isn't a lost cause, it isn't ignorant.
it's deserved.
keep working until you turn it around.
that's the only option.
influence others with a positive attitude.
all you can do is your best. even if you mess up. all you can do is your best.
if he doesn't want you after that you can't beat yourself up over it.
there is nothing wrong with taking a page out of your own history book and be a little more happy-go-lucky.
like when you were young.
like when you were 18.
like when you were 22.
let things go. negativity is not worth hanging onto.
KEEP WORKING UNTIL YOU TURN IT AROUND.
ALL YOU CAN DO IS YOUR BEST.

remember that.

sincerely,
Christina