Do you have an extra $10 and some artistic talent?
Why don't you redecorate a room??


Like this guy

pretty epic if you ask me!

this took forever

1. a picture of you in your room.

2. a picture with someone you don't actually like.
3. a picture of you very drunk.
4. a picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.
5. the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.
6. a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.
7. a picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
8. a picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.
9. a picture of a night you regret...

10. a picture of you truly being yourself.
11. the most recent picture of you.

12. a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.
13. a picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.
14. a picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
15. a picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is...

16. a picture of you when you were anything but happy....
17. a picture of you when you were nothing but happy.....

18. a picture of you when you were a different person than you are now....
19. a picture of you with someone you love....
20. a picture of how you'd like the world to see you....
21. a picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday...

22. a picture of a time when everything was changing...

23. a picture that makes your heart hurt....
24. a picture that makes your heart smile...
25. a picture of you on one of the best days/nights of your life....
26. a picture from your past....
27. a picture of your present....
28. a picture of your future....

29. a picture you couldnt leave out....

30. a picture of just you...

another note to myself

Life is too short to continue living this way.
this isn't the first time you've been fucked over and it won't be the last.
is it worth loosing everything over?
are THEY worth loosing everything over?


no.



take a break.
use the next 20 days to relax and take some time for yourself.
then take the world by storm

it's the only destiny you've ever known.

you are better than this
you are stronger than this
everyone around you believes that, it's time for you to believe it too.


they just fucked themselves...
...not your problem anymore, not your concern anymore, not your worry anymore


one blow after another the past 3 years....
even worse the past 3 months.

but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
right?
right.


focus on the positive today and everyday.
learn to love life again.

with, or without him in it.


you can do it.


-Christina