another note to myself

Life is too short to continue living this way.
this isn't the first time you've been fucked over and it won't be the last.
is it worth loosing everything over?
are THEY worth loosing everything over?


no.



take a break.
use the next 20 days to relax and take some time for yourself.
then take the world by storm

it's the only destiny you've ever known.

you are better than this
you are stronger than this
everyone around you believes that, it's time for you to believe it too.


they just fucked themselves...
...not your problem anymore, not your concern anymore, not your worry anymore


one blow after another the past 3 years....
even worse the past 3 months.

but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
right?
right.


focus on the positive today and everyday.
learn to love life again.

with, or without him in it.


you can do it.


-Christina