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Monday, January 19, 2009

my kingdom for a trundle bed

goddamn, it's a joke that you'll never forget,
there's no evidence of anything like it yet,
we imagined it me and my friends would get by
(pay the check, sneak back and call it a night)
Afraid to make a mistake?
don't you know i do it for a living?
i'm told it takes a toll but it's so unremitting
but as long as you leave me alone,
i promise i'll call and it won't be long.

(and you won't know why)

i know that i could leave everything, you never expressed to me any sort of idea that we'd grown apart. i'll go back and collect my belongings the rest will fit fine in my car. Secrets that nobody knows about, changes that hurt to let go.

It's my black eye swollen shut from tonight,
it looks bad but the pain has been dulled
do you mind if i sleep on your floor tonight?
i'll be gone in the morning
it's me, you'll forget that i'd come.
i could barely breathe
i was sucking air out of my crushed lungs
we were flying so fast down the road and i stretch my limbs on the floor of my house
i'd forgot we'd been here alone.


Trains bround us to the city when we were young we passed the country it was electric green and it spread apart tell me what nobody knows about. A hug and a smile and I'll see you soon, we were just passengers all along making our way to get by

I'll see you still,
we could be on our own.
I wanted the truth as simple as you could give it to me right now.
And still in the end,
it's good to hear your voice on my telephone.
I'll travel across the country and still end up on your front steps
the way that we first met...
I'm sorry I'm so



Monday, December 29, 2008

...and so it goes

I don't have anywords that seem appropriate


except that I love you Bryan Lemasters
and I will miss you for the rest of my days



Rest In Peace. If there is anyone in this world who deserves that, it's you.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Cleaning out the Ipod

bands that are getting the axe:
(i'm running out of room!!)
Coheed and Cambria
Engine Down
Further Seems Forever
H20 (i only had one song anyway and it sucked)
Hot Water Music
Most of my Incubus collection
James Blunt
Jem
Jets To Brazil
The Juliana Theory
Kane Hodder
Keane (except for that one single)
The Juno soundtrack (barrrfffff)
The Living End
Lorene Drive
Eisley
The Movielife
Nightmare Of You
No Motiv
Noise Ratchet
The Number 12 Looks Like you
One Time Angel
The Orangeburg Massacre (PEACE BITCH)
Over My Dead Body
Paul Schneider
The Rocket Summer
Senses Fail
Showbread
Snow Patrol
The Spill Canvas
Still Remains
The Stills
Stretch Armstrong
This Holiday Life
Thrice


I need new music now!








Wednesday, December 17, 2008

oh yes...

i would much rather be alone completly then keep people in my life who don't deserve to be there.

so if you want to stay in my life, don't act as if you don't deserve it.


get it?

Friday, November 28, 2008

ummmmm

Twilight sucked


seriously... wtf people!!



bbhp
(bring back harry potter)
:(


**end nerd rant**



I'm not in a good mood today. People kind of piss me off today.

i need sleep

Thursday, November 20, 2008

It's been a while since i've blogged. i suppose it is time to do so.

It's been an interesting week. To say the least. Last Friday an important person in my life shared with me a huge event going on in theirs. One that involved a big decision. I was there for this person unconditionally and I am glad they felt they could trust me enough to use me as a support system. It definitely made me think about my life, where i am at and what i would do in that situation.
just speculating about it makes me uncomfortable even know.
i'm not sure how she did it.


There are a lot of other things that have happened this past week.. hell this past DAY but I am exhausted and honestly... i feel as if they are not even worth mentioning.


just a little note for today i guess.

<3


Monday, November 3, 2008


I hope California does the right thing this time around.


no on 8.
yes on equality.